a gift from dad

during the announcement of the selection diuntan in spread through newspapers and other I'm very spirit to see whether I pass or not and it turned out I graduated I was very happy because my dad has an appointment with me if I passed he would give a gift to me and I also do not think if my father buy  handpone new to me, I asked my father's father from where can the money to buy me handpone because I know if our financial condition at that time was difficult and so many problems, and my father answered the name of his parents, son will do anything for her important you are happy we did not assess how big it is important for us is happiness we.I  very deeply moved to hear my father talk like that, and I also can not say much about it I was just thinking how I topromise me.I realize the dream of my father to my father if I would use handpone it as good as possible and keeping well.but now handpone it is not until one year has been broken I was very disappointed to see it last Friday when handpone fell and I saw the screen is damaged me directly pick it up and return the way I cry thinking handpone I was very disappointed because handpone a gift from my dad is damaged and in the evening I call my father to apologize but my father did not say anything then my mother told me if you can tomorrow to go home and I no  mind again Saturday morning I went straight home and upon arriving I came with my father was busy wroking  job and My mother went to the paddy can only pause I see all.I attempting braced myself and talk to my father explained how his incident at the time and my mother not long after I came home my father spoke it directly see your mother how hard work and our paddy work only for your happiness but why you do not appreciate what we provide to you why you can not really cry keep from  there I heard my father was so because all this time my father was never angry with me.I directly apologize to his father and My mom has been disappointing because their right.only so many stories of me on my more can not history ....but from this incident I thought to no longer trust it to my friends better I believe in myself and no friend said there was just a friend because the friend would understand what our problems and help find solutions to these problems but it was not there they that I deem best friend turns on when I'm in trouble no sense care.because now that I no longer want my fault occurs again later ....I do not want to blame my friend who dropped my phone again until grudge I realized if I was also wrong but that marred that remain to be fixed.
Sorry friend